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Quite a while

Posted on 2007.11.26 at 14:53
Emotionally: relievedWarm
Bobbing to: Cyclone
It's really has been a long time since I last updated my livejournal. If it weren't for Rickky I probably would continue to leave it not-updated. Well, here's my update:

"I'm tired." XP

And that's pretty much all I have to say right now.

Sorry, haha, I'll update more later. I devoted all my computer lab time to study for chem. Now it's almost time for me to get out of here. Sweet, I get to go home. :D



Posted on 2007.01.01 at 22:54
Current Location: Offspring - Spare me the details
Emotionally: cheerfulcheerful
Grant says,

"It's not rape, it's surprise sex."


On a happier note

Posted on 2006.09.25 at 22:13
Emotionally: draineddrained
I made a touch down in football!!




Posted on 2006.09.22 at 23:41
Emotionally: angryangry
I hate it when people say, "Oh, I've known that person all their life," and make some crude remark about them when they've obviously not. If I were a person that claimed I knew a person through fragments of what other people have said than I'd probably hate the whole world.

But I'm not like you


I'm scared

Posted on 2006.08.24 at 20:54
Emotionally: scaredscared

College is too near.

Everyone's made some form of choices...

but not me =(

Uh oh


Fireworks? Where?

Posted on 2006.07.04 at 23:27
Emotionally: tiredtired
I went to Canada to celebrate the 4th of July.

When we crossed the boarder, we got sent to immigration along with 4 other asian families and an indian.


Last week of exams

Posted on 2006.06.19 at 20:36
Emotionally: contemplativedaydreamy
Bobbing to: T.V.
Last week of exams and then we're all one grade older...
A sheep to look at rather than practice exams:

Also, good luck everyone.



Posted on 2006.05.29 at 22:59
Emotionally: hotSizzling

Awww =(


Working on my SIP project!



Posted on 2006.05.08 at 09:14
Emotionally: awakeawake



Posted on 2006.05.05 at 21:52
Emotionally: tiredtired



Attempt at an update

Posted on 2006.04.09 at 17:38
Emotionally: boredbored
Remember what my room looked like?

In 4 1/2 hours I made it half clean


Since yesterday, I've left my room a total less than 15 times.

Sad weekend.



Posted on 2006.03.15 at 14:33
Emotionally: exhaustedexhausted
Bobbing to: None
Chicago was GREAT

The end.

And... we have a concert tonight



Do you feel...

Posted on 2006.03.06 at 12:42
Emotionally: coldBrrr
Bobbing to: FrouFrou - Maddening Shroud
Do you think that the reason people think like "wow, these online quizzes totally predicated "who I am" because maybe we as humans, or perhaps the age we're at are so predictable?

Hm... maybe

Or I'm just rambling

Haha... I was calling somebody and the dial tone was there but I just listened on the phone until it was bleeping at me and I was like "wha?" Then I had a talk with myself telling myself to actually dial the numbers next time. Gah, I'm so out of it. :[

To cheer up the mood, I found this inspiring picture...

Aww... that's sad too, but it's life.


This totally made my day...

Posted on 2006.03.04 at 14:34
Emotionally: chipperchipper
Bobbing to: None
Thank you Cathy!

You totally made my day, haha, my brother and I were laughing so hard. It was soo good. The wierd thing was I sometimes pondered about it. XD

I hope you dont mind if I show this video off, it was awesome.


^ Click it for some "Asain Insight".


Past two weeks, especially this one...

Posted on 2006.03.02 at 14:36
Emotionally: fullfull
Bobbing to: Freezepop - lying next to me
Has truely been... indescribable.


Never again

Posted on 2006.02.27 at 22:52
Emotionally: cheerfulcheerful
Bobbing to: None
Normally, I would not do surveys, but when it comes to procrastinating on work, this does pretty well.

Really Long Survey
What is your name?:Melissa
Are you named after anyone?:An actress
What's your screename?:IMaSTARbrst6
Would you name a child of yours after you?:no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Kyle/ Kieth
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Mai (though she's my aunt)
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:Michelle
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:no, my last name is unique
Your gender::female
If not, do you want to be?:=)
Birthdate::Jan. 6
Your age::OLD
Age you act::... =/
Age you wish you were::21
Your height::5'5"
Eye color::Brown
Happy with it?:Sure
Hair color::Asian brown
Happy with it?:sure
Your living arrangement::messy
Your family::odd
Have any pets?:yes
Whats your job?:family business
Do you speak another language?:yes
Have a favorite quote?:There are many
Do you have a webpage?:no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:yes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yes
Do you have any secrets?:yes, but don't we all?
Do you hate yourself?:not that I know of
Do you like your handwriting?:sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?:yeah
What is the compliment you get from most people?:"Aww"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Souffle
What's your biggest fear?:There are lots
Can you sing?:no =0
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:no
Are you a loner?:=(
What are your #1 priorities in life?:Live a useful life
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:sure
Are you a daredevil?:I don't ever want a dull moment to pass, so perhaps?
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:pushover
Are you passive or agressive?:passive
Do you have a journal?:yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:Strength - kindness, weakness - can't say "no"
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:Stand up for myself
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:sometimes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:yes
Do you think life has been good so far?:sure
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:I think I've learned too many
What do you like the most about your body?:Asian features
And least?:My "white" features =P
Do you think you are good looking?:No
Are you confident?:Depends on what
What is the fictional character you are most like?:Kagome
Are you perceived wrongly?:Sometimes
Do You...
Do drugs?:no
Read the newspaper?:no
Go to church?:no
Talk to strangers who IM you?:yes
Sleep with stuffed animals?:-____- yes
Take walks in the rain?:sometimes
Talk to people even though you hate them?:yes
Like to drive fast?:Mhmm, and scare the car owners
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:sure
Hurt yourself?:by accident
Been out of the country?:yep
Eaten something that made other people sick?:I dont remember
Been in love?:yes
Done drugs?:no
Gone skinny dipping?:no, though it would be interesting
Had a medical emergency?:yes
Had surgery?:yes
Played strip poker?:no
Gotten beaten up?:yes
Beaten someone up?:yes
Been picked on?:yes
Been on stage?:yes
Slept outdoors?:yes
Pulled an all nighter?:yes
If yes, what is your record?:More than 24 hrs
Gone one day without food?:yes
Talked on the phone all night?:yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yes
Slept all day?:no, ouch, I would have a killer headache then
Killed someone?:no!
Made out with a stranger?:no
Had sex with a stranger?:no
Thought you're going crazy?:yes
Kissed the same sex?:...
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no
Been betrayed?:yes
Had a dream that came true?:yes
Broken the law?:yes
Met a famous person?:no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:yes
On purpose?:no!!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:I dont remember doing so
Stolen anything?:yes
Been on radio/tv?:yes
Been in a mosh-pit?:yes, it's painful
Had a nervous breakdown?:yes
Bungee jumped?:no, I wish
Had a dream that kept coming back?:yes, and it was a bad nightmare too
Belive in life on other planets?:yes
Love at first sight?:yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yes
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:no
Do you wish on stars?:yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:not really
Do you think God has a gender?:no
Do you believe in organized religion?:I dont know?
Where do you think we go when we die?:possibly reincarnated
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:yes
Who is your best friend?:I think they know who they are
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Grant + Andy
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:Hope
Your favourite inside joke?:Only one I ever remember is "Cow, horse, no...deer"
Thing you're picked on most about?:Being asian
Who's your longest known friend?:Tim, Brittani, Sam, and Vicky
Closest?:My best friends
Ditziest?:Sarah, guy would defintally be Jeremy (clueless/ditz = same)
Friends you miss being close to the most?:There are many of them, especially Sam
Last person you talked to online?:Grant
Who do you talk to most online?:Grant, Brittani, or Andy
Who are you on the phone with most?:I dont know
Who do you trust most?:My best friends
Who listens to your problems?:I can't tell if they're actually listening sometimes
Who do you fight most with?:Andy
Who's the nicest?:Grant
Who's the most outgoing?:I dont know
Who's the best singer?:Ally + Sarah
Who's on your shit-list?:Uhm...
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:ew
Who's your second family?:Ally's family and Sarah's family
Do you always feel understood?:not always
Who's the loudest friend?:Rick
Do you trust others easily?:Everyone starts out with some
Who's house were you last at?:Tim's/ Seio's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::My close/ and best friends
Do your friends know you?:some
Friend that lives farthest away::Aaron (S'pore) and all my New Paltz friends
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:no
What do you find romantic?:sweet random surprises
Turn-on?:good cologne, showers are an A+
First kiss?:Sweet and sour
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:ok?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:I like mystery but not too much
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:It doesn't matter to me
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive:yes?
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:*gag*
What is best about the opposite sex?:Their sweet
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:Their sour
What's the last present someone gave you?:A drawing
What makes you fall "head over heels"?:Original romanticism?
Ring size?:4 1/2
Are you in love?:psh <3
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:=/ haunted?
You wanted to kill?:No one!
That you laughed at?:Eric
That laughed at you?:Eric
That turned you on?:Ew
You went shopping with?:Eric
That broke your heart?:Someone
To disappoint you?:Someone
To ask you out?:Someone
To make you cry?:Someone
That you thought about?:Cliff
You saw a movie with?:Andy
You talked to on the phone?:Cliff
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Grant
You saw?:My brother
You lost?:Aaron, lost meaning I physically couldn't find him, haha
Right This Moment...
Will it be with your significant other?:no
Or some random person?:no
What are you wearing right now?:black shirt and pj pants
Body part you're touching right now::none?
What are you worried about right now?:nothing
What book are you reading?:Magical Thinking
What's on your mousepad?:Adelphia advertisment
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::Bored, tired, stressed, bleh, content
Are you bored?:a bit
Are you tired?:yeah
Are you talking to anyone online?:no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:no, I was
Are you lonely or content?:both?
The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.
What comes to mind when you hear..
..summer love?:awww
..Shea?:weird name
..New Found Glory?:uhm
..placebo?:bulbus buffaunt
..orange juice?:yummy
..candid camera?:?
..rock?:hard to dance to
..death?:uh oh
..baby?:no thanks
..the end?:yay


*loves immensly*

Posted on 2006.02.14 at 21:58
Emotionally: lovedValentine-ie
Today was a uber ____ red? day. I baked a cookie cake, bought balloons, bought candy, and bought flowers and gave them to those who didn't have a Valentine. ^______^ I also gave out my wishes to everyone to have a HAPPY valentines day. I hope everyone did cuz everyone deserves one, mhmm. (Even though it's a really uhm, fake holiday) =/

Anyway, so much work to be done...
gah, homework...

Happy Valentines Day and Goodnight


AP Lang

Posted on 2006.02.09 at 17:12
Emotionally: coldcold
Bobbing to: Michelle
So for Lang I have to write a play and choose 4 people from the past and create a plot.


My idea

Caesar wants to take over Romiliam and he feels he will need to find new support because his faith in his couscil is faltering. He feels that they might betray him. Along his conquest he hears of a famous dictator, Hitler that he feels he might be able to compromise with to win his conquest. The two compromise that each will gain their own share of power. As Ghandi's lands are being invaded, Ghandi protests peacefully and tries to convince them to leave his people in peace. Siddhartha traveling to spread his teachings sees Gahndi's people in despair. He tells them a way to be at peace. "Everyone should die and find Nirvana."

-___- Seriously... help!! Any ideas?


Wise words, wise words

Posted on 2006.02.07 at 20:47
Emotionally: blahNumb
Wouldn't you be angry if you were a snowflake?
People would always be running into you,
they'd be angry at you,
and pour salt on you that burns your body and melts you.

My Response: I guess I would be angry

How come they make teddy bears out of bears when they kill people?

My Response: I dont know stupid.

<3 =P

-Wise questions of Andrew Hughes


Just thinking

Posted on 2006.01.31 at 20:36
Emotionally: thoughtfulThinking
I'm sitting in the dark contemplating about jibberish. I really wish I could do something, but I can't. Rickky and I were recently talking about if we had the chance to trade in all our sad moments for happy ones, would we do it? I guess I wouldn't, I probably wouldn't think that at the time, but I would come to realization that I wouldn't trade them for the world. Why not? Because it's those sad moments that make our happy moments precious yes, but it also makes up who we are and expand our wisdom. (At least that's what I think). But what if the happy moments make you sad? I don't know if I would trade those happy moments away, I can't seem to find a way about them.

Why do I bring this up? Well, there is someone that is broken. I wish I could help, but doesn't everyone? Cept the difference is that I've been in the same predicament. Haha, weird. I really want the person to know that there are times one wants to keep the past, but they have to realize that they must move on, yes, it's a very harsh reality. Why do you think those memories are so happy? Because you made them that way, so realize that it wasn't just happiness, it's only something that coveted the real reality of it all. A lesson maybe, or perhaps a step towards something better. "Forever," why would someone make up such a word that it's meaning doesn't exsist? Bah, I wish I could tell that person that they deserve more, "deserve more" doesn't always mean better, it could also mean different. But a different that is good for them. (Since the person that I'm concerned about will probably never read this, I'm just going to stop ranting about it.)

Pah, anyway. I have cakes to bake!

For the news on how I am, if anyone cares to know, haha, I wouldn't know. My days are filled with all sorts of emotions and it's not too shabby. And if there were bad parts, I wouldn't remember, I have a knack and kicking useless information out of my mind. :)

I feel naive, it's like a child saying, "One day I'm going to be a superhero and save the world." But you know, I like it, I like that idea in my mind. I may be just one asian, but I have powerful asian powers you never knew existed in the world, yes, I can do more than flying!

Thought I should put in a long entry since it's been ages since my last update. Anyway, going on aim!! *gasp* been so long.

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